María

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¿Qué sentiste, María? ¿Sentiste que te faltaba el aire? ¿Querías correr y bajarlo de esa cruz tú misma? ¿Ir en contra de la voluntad del Padre?

 ¿Qué pensaste, María? ¿Te habría gustado retroceder el tiempo? ¿Que volviera a ser un niño y tenerlo entre tus brazos? ¿Prometerle que lo protegerías?

Imagino tu dolor, María. "Mujer, he ahí tu hijo" exclamó al verte. No, no ibas a quedarte sola, pero nada, absolutamente nada, puede reemplazar al hijo que perdiste.




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